tsk tsk William, why must you cut your hair! your still really hot though!


     I recently posted a review for The Academy Is...'s album "Almost Here"  For the past few weeks, probably after school ended i've been really attached to The Academy Is... I've listened to them before, but not like this. After growing to be fond of them so much, i got more of the songs they composed. i went days and until now just repeating their songs over and over again. Kind of like my whole "Panic At The Disco" phase. Haha, that was an awesome month or two. I just kept listening to PATD over and voer, singing and writing their lyrics everywhere. Heck, Breanna and I were singing it in the school basement and around the school. For her birthday last May, I got her the new PATD "Pretty. ODD" record. 
     Breanna is the type to fall alseep to music, so she played the cd on and on, so she memorized most of the songs. I loved that, cause I had someone to sing the lyrics with that didn't know it from MTV. So yeah, back to TAI, meaning The Academy Is..., so yeah i've grown to really love them! I'm preordering the new album! eek! oh my gosh, you don't want tp be near me when its delivered to my house.I'll probably go crazy like I did when my "Eclipse Special Edition" came in. I sang and danced everywhere and called a bunch of people. It wa crazy and i myself wanted to just punch me, haha. 
     But yeah, i love ordering from Fueled By Ramen Store, they give you abunch of exclusive stickers for free, and advertisements of bands! FOR FREE! Free stuff and sales, ugh they can make me melt! I can't turn away from a "SALE!" sign, if i do, i'll be like staring at it until i can't see it anymore. What can i say, my parents have made part of me some what a cheap, money conserving girl, but not all the time. Yeah, i don't really save my moeny a lot, like i buy what i see. But dangit, i know how to save money! I don't care if people say or look at me in disgust when i go to the "sale" rack, cause dude, i don't have a job and my parents can't pay for everything. 
     So yeah i'm so excited to preorder the junior album by TAI "Fast Times At Barrington High" I already got one song from the album "About A Girl" that's where I got the title for today's entry from. 

                                              "To be love to be loved, what more can you ask for. everyone wants to be in love!"

     Yes, right now the song is on repeat on my itunes! I've been listening to it non=stop! I really enjoy listening to William's voice, its really amazing. Especially on "Snakes On A Plane(Bring It)" by Cobra Starship. His voice is beyond awesome there. Plus, The Butcher is an amazing drummer, and Sisky, Mike, and Michael are pretty amazing guitarist/bassist! there was this time where The Butcher was the guitarist for Cobra Starship, and The Butcher is a drummer! Then Sisky was the guitarist before The Butcher, it was like a contest to see who was better. Sisky is a bassist, BUT The Butcher was said to be much better and rocking on the guitar. Ryland from Cobra Starship stated that The Butcher was better and was totally shocked because he's a drummer!
      I love it when people can play multiple instruments. I can't even name all the instruments Brendon Urie and Matthew Thiessen can play. I believe i read somewhere that Matt can play ten different instruments. As for Brendon he can play the guitar, piano, bass, cello, accordian, drums, organ, keyboard, and of course he has a voice that makes you want to practically be married to the guy. He was raised in a very religious household, and was in the choir, so all together he was raised up in a musical environment. that's why he's so dedicated to music, and knows how to play so many different instruments. 
     Matt is jsut a genius, and if i ever wanted a song to be composed he would definately be the one to compose it, or a sober Ryan Ross. Matt is really awesome, he's like the smart and unique type. He's the producer, songwriter, singer, guitarist, and pianist of the badn Relient K. The band is currently on tour for the whole Vans' Warped. Ugh, I really wanted to go to the two shows, or atleast one in New Jersey this month, but I can't handle that kind of heat. Dude, I can't even live in my own house sometimes with air conditioners blasting everywhere. I really just like the cold. Sisky enjoys the sun since he was freezing like crazy during the summer. Awww....Sisky.
     Oh and i signed on in Buzznet and started looking at really hot pictures of bands on tour. The Warped Tour in coming along well, and it looks really awesome. You can tell these bands are dedicated to what they do, and they wouldn't give it up for anything. Last night I was just talking to Peter, telling him how astonished I was that many fans say to bands that their music saved their lives. I've always been fascinated and dedicated to bands and artists, but they've never truly touched me, ya know. like a way that would change my life, they've gotten me through a lot when i have boy trouble haha, but thats normal. nothing like drastic, like "save my life."
     well yeah i'm pretty much done, i didn't know i would get so off subject and write so much again. I was suppost to make an entry dedicated to TAI but i guess i got sidetracked, typical me sorry. okay well again i bet no one read this and bye.

     Hmmm.....*sigh*, **rubs eyes**, **yawn**, i'm sleepy. well, for the past few days this week i've just been wandering and i'm bored. i've gotten to find a lot more undiscovered bands and updated some of my stories i left for to long. i even checked a few very nice fans of my stories/work, i was so happy and i never knew! i always thought the fanfics i made were just stupid, but then i found out in one of the sites i posted my first ever fanfic, i had received the second most views at almost 800. I was pretty shocked, due to the really huge lameness of the fanfic. i mean, its just a pretty dumb, i can't believe people actually liked or acknoledged it. 
     so i have also been getting more into fanfics, by now reading other's works. i got really into the academy is... again, so started reading a lot of cute stories on william beckett. i have to admit, if i was stuck with william beckett for the rest of my life, i wouldn't complain! the guy is unbelievably tall, i mean hes 6 feet tall(whish i find just awesome), has soft curls, extremely long legs and skinny features, and a beautiful voice! how can i complain? he also stutters which i find so adorable. but, he's just on the top six(my husbands), no one can beat brendon urie. he's my obsession, nest to music, but yeah he's just much more cooler! so yeah, but his height isn't a nice thought. i mean if i met brendon, i might look at him eye to eye, or just slightly tilt my head up, which i don't really like. i have a fetish for extremely tall guys.
     so yeah, i got my cd! i was so happy. i wonder if i said this before, but i'll just say it again. "the birds and the bee sides" by relient k is just a great album. it also had the acoustic version of "who i am hates who i've been" its really good, and most of the time i don't really like acoutics so this is a really good song! it also has a few demos that can make you scream and dance wherever you are.
    okay, well i'll go now cause i'm going through all the stories i added on "patty's fanfiction" haha its a folder i made on my favorites! okay bye! **blows a kiss**

     Sorry i haven't posted in awhile, but i'm down to posting weekly now. i'm such a slacker, or procastinator. so yeah, i have a lot of new pictures and videos to post that will be up by this week. this alwys happens, i got so into something then forget to update it as much as i planned. like my fanfiction, if any of those people are reading this that have read my previous stories, i'm so sorry i haven't updated! i read the comments and i'm so happy, sorry again, i will update the stories soon! promise, cause the files are already on my computer, i just never upload them cause i'm stupid like that! sorry again! to everyone!

                                                                                                                                                                                             
     Lately, i've been wasting my time away trying to update my ipod. i use to have over 800+ songs, and now i'm down to 670ish i think. So with all the extra space, i started uploading all my podcasts. haha, i have this "french for beginners" podcast, and a lot of magazine/rock podcasts. so all night until 2am, i think, i was watching a listenging to all my podcasts. i didn't download the frnch one cause it had like 28 sessions, so i couldn't fit it. 
      now, i'm like so into them, i can't believe i just left it there on my itunes player and never checked them out sooner. i was laughing and dying throuout the whole night/morning! i really love it!

Here are all the pictures you've missed out on for the past few days!

shhh! virgil is sleeping right behind me in the office!

     so yeah, there's a really funny sotry to why i have pictures of my arm! well, i was really sleepy last night, wait it was practically 1 am so, morning. virgil didn't have any paper in his room, so he wanted to draw on my arm. i being so very tired, didn't know what i was getting myself into. so i let him doodle all over both my arms! not one of my brightest moves, but yeah it was still pretty awesome. i told him to take pictures of it so i can post it here. then when it was around 10 amish, i went straight to the bathroom to take a shower, cause no way was i going to look like a Oliver Sykes or Trace Cyrus in girl form early at this hour, so i took the longest shower ever, cause my showers aren't like like "20 freakin' minutes" like a lot of girls i know do, that's just a waste! so yeah, i took a long shower, so long the last five minutes i was in the shower there was no more hot water, so i was like scrubbing the ink off my arms in COLD WATER! it was a pretty nice shower memory i'll be glad to tell my children one day. so yeah, pretty crazy but that's how my brother and i are. we were at newport mall and at "Coffee Beanery" (my mommy is a coffee addict) so i was eating my chocolate croissant and virgil his cookies. then we started singing "hit me baby" by britney spears. yeah tons of people were looking at us throughout the time we were at the mall, cause we were just singing out loud and acting like maniacs. it was so fun! so that was my night/morning!

     Today i went to church. The service time was different so my family and i had to go earlier than usual. not that i have a problem with that, i just am very irresponsible and sleep really late. so i was super, SUPER, sleepy when i went to church. anthony sat next to me and kept speaking spanish, typical! ugh, i don't understand spanish! i may be a bit spainish, yes SPAIN-ISH, and my last name may be Angeles, oh and that "world language award" was given to me, BUT i DON'T KNOW ANY SPANISH! i live in a merica, i'm an american, and all i speak is english, so what language shoudl people speak to me in?! yes, your right! ENGLISH! wow, if you were ever told your dumb, brush it off cause your a genius! 
      so yeah, then i went to a chinese restaurant. i ordered vegetable lo mein. yum :) then i begged my dad to go to Barnes & Nobles! i just love barnes & nobles, and plus i haven't been in their in awhile. so i go and then i, for the first time in the longest, i go straight to the music section to see the "new release" to find no "birds and the bee sides" by relient k. BUT! i found "the black parade is dead" by my chemical romance. so i screamo a little run out and try to find virgil! he comes running to me with the new alternative press magazine i have been dying for, for FOREVER! so, i literally did scream like a little girl for that, and then "matthew thiessen!" i think everyone around us thought i was having a breakdown, but whatever i had my magazine!
      so virgil and i stop by the music section before purchasing the magazine. he saw the cd and didn't even get as excited as i was for it. he's like THE my chemical romance fan. but i didn't care, so we went crazy searching for relient k, and found out they didn't have it. then i started stealing cash from virgil's pocket to pay for the magazine, but he gave it to me anyway. we skipped, i mean i, he never skips, to the register near the exits of the store, and bought it! woo! the best $4.80 spent ever! virgil read it as we were sitting on "our" spot all the way in the back where you got the best view right next to the windows. plus, you barely heard a thing so it was great. i found the book i was also going crazy for, for two weeks. "Audrey, Wait!" so i was happy reading chapter two! i also got two manga updates, so today was awesome. i only got to hug peter and say goodbye, but its okay. atleast i saw him. you feel thatt way with your friends, when you haven't seen them in days, just like when i saw cherryl and sarah, something in me felt so happy!  so that's it, i bet no on read this cause they were thinking "WHOA! to long, i'm not going to waste my time!" so bye, to no one.
    

this is it heres the videos! ENJOY!

     Here are the videos, well one is missing cause the computer is being a big jerk, and hope you enjoy! visit them in youtube, views make me smile! ugh, is it so hard to upload a video?! for goodness sake, i've been on for hours! i came back at 1 am, left the carnival at around midnightish, barely got any sleep early! so that means while i am doing this entry i am exhausted and my video processor and "youtube" is just being really mean to me right now! ugh! it won't upload so we have to do this LATER!  instead here are some PICTURES!

      After my brother kicked me off the computer, i went to sleep for hours again in the afternoon. so i missed dinner, again. when i woke up i started watching filipino channel with my parents, i wished i was asleep again. i really don't like some of the things they air, its so pointless and gossipy. they pry into people's business, and the people let them! its so stupid. so then i finally ate dinner and i was like,
                                                                               "mommy, mommy! guess what i ate today?"
                                                                                          "What?" she asked nonchalantly
                                                                                      "i made grilled cheese!" i asid happily
                                                                                 "oh really that's good!" she said happily back.
       As you can see, my mom is a party pooper. she ruined the whole scene! she was suppost to say it sarcastically but really she was happy i made myself a grilled cheese earlier. pssh, mothers. so then afterwards i glued my eyes yet again on a bunch of movies! the thing is i don't even like watching movies that much, but i always watch so much of them! i mean i see a movie practically everyday, for the past few weeks it's been a few movies a day! 
     so today i watched this movie i 've been dying to see, i thought it was on thursday but it aired today! its called "Hollywood Hotel" it was more than i expected! i thought it was just some really nice romance drama, but it was funny and just totally amazing. i'll give as mall of a summary i can of it.
       The story is about a huge star. Mona Marshall and a woman who looks exactly like her, also a gentlemen who falls for the look alike. Mona runs away to Santa Barbara, so another girl impersonates her to a premiere. A new man in Hollywood, Ronny Bowers, is escorting her. He thinks that this woman is the actual Mona, but she's not. Then while in the Orchird Room after the premiere, they dance together. Slowly they begin to fall for one another. After their dance, they escape for some air and went outside. Then they both started walking around and singing in the fountain. Oune thing lead to another and they really fell for each other, the scene is ended with a kiss. Mona sees that she is impersonated on a newspaper so she returns. Ronny gets slapped in the face by Mona, even thought he did nothing. Then afterwards he bumps into Regina, the impersonator, who is working as a waitress. 
     So Regina and Ronny begin to see each other more. Mona still hasn't met Regina before. The movie is filled with comedy, romance, and short musical performances. Rose Mary and Lola Lane are the two leaading actressesin the movie! check out movies with them starring in it, cause they are amazing!
      You know what movie i want to see? 'Hancock" !!!! I love Will Smith, he's an awesome actor. I believe i've seen every movie he's ever acted on, i'm not sure though. he's really a good actor. i'm probably going to see it next week though cause its not out yet. oh i'm going to the carnival tomorrow, so bring on the "animal cruelty" signs! as much as i love having fun in an area filled with people and rides, when i start seeing animals in cages being touched by people, i don't find that right at all. i mean these animals are taken and not given the chance to experience a normal life!
      oh i also watched "Las Vegas Nights" after "Hollywood Hotel" it was so awesome too. Cause like, Frank Sinatra wasn't famous yet and it was one of his first appearances! i've never seen him look so young! i mean really, really young! i still love and scream over "over the rainbow" i have a heavy influence in music and movies from the men side of the family. my dad when he was my age also use to watch old movies, he still does. except when my daddy was my age he didn't tell anyone he was watching them. i tell my friends and they just aren't interested. i don't know what people find wrong with classics. is it cause theres no color? or cause.............i don't know! what's wrong with them? oh well, there lost. so yeah, and while growing up my grandpa constantly was watching turner classis movies, i mean all the time. televisons open, grandfather in front of the tv, yeah its there, right there, tmc channel. so i over time i started getting use to it, and just nowi love them. when iwas younger, much younger i loved disney movies too. oh and goosbumps! 
                                                                                         "its a funny thing what love can do"
                                                                              "i'm like a fish out of water when i'm with you."

       awww see, classics are just to cute. i love cute things! 

      Well, last night actually this morning haha, it was like 2 am, so i was eating shortbread cookies, cause i'm ws just so bored. Then i was like "OH PICTURE TIME!" so i started taking some pictures of my room and then haha i thought of a few ideas. so i took a picture of me making faces and eating my cookie!  so yeah the first picture is just well COOKIE! that cookie is such a camera whore. then the second, is my night stand being coompletely messy cause i brought everything i left on the first floor back upstairs and just dumped it all on the night stand. the third, is just me making a stupid face, wow i do look stupid. ugh.
      so i had so much ideas to put in the next entry! i was going to make new titles and things i wanted to talk about, and fanfiction ideas i can do, but i was on my bed at 3 or 4 am, so i couldn't putting it on livejournal. i also have a very small memory span, only super important events and information is in it, so i totally forgot every idea i had that morning. so here i am writing about nothing important and i just ended up calling this entry "broken wings" cause i was listening to it right now by flyleaf. it was that or "brothers and sisters" by coldplay, so i chose "broken wings" 
      i should eat lunch right now, but i don't want to! "GOSH! shush, stop growling!" stupid stomach it growls, when i'm not even hungry. you don't know how many embarressing moments i've had because of this stomach! it has a mind of its own! i pretty much have nothing to do today like usualy, i mean i want to go out and have fun in the park again, but sadly its not that simple. i can't just leave my house, i have to tell my parents hours before, so i can't go. **sigh** that sucks i know. 

                                   "isn't this exactly where you like me, i'm exactly where you like me!"      

     so, like i'm dying from boredom here! i can't do anything, just sleep, computer, food, ugh. ok well this is probably the most boring thing you've ever read, so i'll post something more interesting soon!

                                     

                                                            "It was golden when the day met the night"

     sorry i really love that song! well look at that, i was planning on making a new entry then i didn't , so instead i edited my old one, then i try making an icon, but didn't find any online services, so then i choose to make an entry for today. actually tomorrow, its 12:38 am. so i guess i'll have to for tomorrow, i mena today. so finally peter is on, wow! oh and its only what, "half an hour" past midnight. he has such good timing. haha.
     well, i'm not at all tired. i was layingon the couch a few hours ago after dinner when virgil, my brother kicked me off the computer, then bam i fell asleep. typical me and my ability to sleep anywhere and anytime. seriously, me and sleep have been together for the longest! i love it!  so i've mostly been hanging out at my house today. i did get up a few times to do some chores, eat, and you know "nature calls" stuff, but thats it. 
     so yes, i've been this whole big thing of just patheticness, if thats a word! today. well this guy invited me to go to the park, but seriously? i barely no the dude, so i said no. hopefully he isn't reading this, if he is i say, "i'm sorry i really don't know you very well!" 
    so this is how my conversation with peter is going:

"Peter/Pepper" (12:39:13 AM): how are YOU patricia?
pattythiessen (12:40:19 AM): well id on't know
pattythiessen (12:40:23 AM): *don't
pattythiessen (12:40:27 AM): i would say i'm good
pattythiessen (12:40:30 AM): and great
pattythiessen (12:40:32 AM): and awesome
pattythiessen (12:40:47 AM): and just the best thing this world has ever gotten
pattythiessen (12:40:54 AM): but i'm coming on to much
pattythiessen (12:41:01 AM): so i guess i'm an "okayish"
pattythiessen (12:41:03 AM): haha
"Peter/Pepper" (12:41:30 AM): what is the best thing the this world has ever gotten?

                                                                                      

      Its been SIX days since i last updated! sorry, i've been so caught up in the smallest things. i've left so much undone and well, never viewed! i use to always read online, then chat a little, then finally update my livejournal. i'm so ashamed of myself. ugh! i want to make myself more responsbile and organized! ok, well i just graduated today! woo! well, no woo, not that excited at all. or sad, or anything! pretty, mush the girls all cried, maybe some boys! but how would i know, i practically wanted to leave as soon as i stepped on school prperty. i mean, today was just another day! it wasn't special to me. everyone is just about 6 blocjs away from me, and they can call me whenever! i mean whenever, i answer at any time! so i didn't find anything special today.
     it was pretty funny though. today at the ceremony i was chosen out of the whole graduating class, to get the award of "world language" meaning , spanish! i mean i'm not good at soanish at all. i get a+ all the time, don't get me wrong, but thats because i'm good inclass(sometimes) and i sweet talk the spanish teacher! i barely know any spanish! i'm alittle spainish on my fatherr's side, thats probably where i got the last name "angeles" but thats it. i know how to say "me gusta mucha el elefante!" wow i really like elephants! well, i do! sorry but thats it and common words like, si, no , hola, adios, cioa, amigo, thats pretty much it. it's not like i pay attention in class or watch dora the explorer everyday!
     i don't understand how i get the grades i do, i don't even work hard. if you met me you would never guess i was an honor a average student! i mean today i got another award called "president award" something like that! i got this letter from president bush and this pin! it was awesome, cause like only 7-8 of us got it! oh did i mention i also got a $25 gift card to barnes&nobles from winning the world language award?! well i did! woo but i'mm giving it to my mommy sinc she buys me anything i want all the time! 
     oh and my mommy said my teacher mrs.dabydeen was crying throughout the whole ceremony! aww! i will visit my school again so much they'll wish they never told me to visit! i guess i'll miss everyone. i don't know since i don't feel anything but whatever! oh and i got a bunch of other ceritificates, that i rather not mention cause theres to much! i'm proud of my achievements, i mean really proud haha, but they are staying in a huge envelope and thats it. haha i have so much metals under my television, from now since like 3rd grade! so awesome! oh today after the SUPER LONG ceremony, we went to this buffet. i didn't really eat anything since tere was practically all meat. oh and that weird waiter who always "followed" me and "stared" at me, wasn't there! phew! oh and afterwards, i took a wonderful nap in the car and woke up to the bright light outside! then to my surprise a mall! so i went to the mall, in my graduation dress! yup, i didn't gain any unwanted attention. so i asked my mom to go to hot topic and get a new shirt to put over me, so i won't be stared at! so i did! i spent forever inside, wondering what i should get! 
       i was stuck on this short sleeved striped green and black paramore hoodie, panic at the disco shirt(brendon my love!), and this devil wears prade shirt! so i picked ofcourse the panic at the disco shirt. cause i just love brendon so much! then while virgil was saying the girl at the register was hot, he noticed the cd's on the counter. there was this one that caught his attention! "vans warped tour 08" for only $7.99!!!!!!!! isn't that crazy, 50 songs too!!!!! also RELIENT K! i love matthew thiessen and relient k til this day, since i was 7!!!! so thats seven years strong people, seven years strong! love them. ok well i also started a "save animals" myspace page not to long ago. i haven't finished that either. well, since theres no more school i will have plenty of time to work on it! woo! i really care strongly about animals, thats why i think meat sucks! ok thats it, i'm bored love you all hope you love me **crosses fingers** love you all gain i say! good night! oh yes, i'm still coughing but no more larygitis!!!!!!!!! woo!